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Monday, July 22, 2013
Questions.  Ostracising someone from a social group is really a cruel thing. Okay. That was random. But isn't it true? Just for a thought. Anyway, the real point in this post is regarding the questions that had been going through my head lately... Recently in Theories in Counselling class, we talked about what makes a good counsellor, or was it the characteristics of a successful counsellor.. And I just realized that I'm going to be a counsellor (well, assistant counsellor that is) after my diploma, but most importantly, I'm going to have clients after this, and to be honest, I don't think I'm that capable in becoming a counsellor. Why? I can't even counsel myself, then how the hell can I counsel someone else? Ahh.. I'm going to learn about that later on anyway, so that's not really a big deal for me.. But what's the big deal about this post that makes it so important to me? Will I able to do all this? That's the question. Yes. That's the question. Will Mardyati be able to do it? But, without effort, wouldn't I be answering it without having to prove it? Eh? Sigh. And no, that's not the only questions that had been in my mind all these while.. That's just one of it.. And recently, or rather, just this evening during class, we talked about changing counsellors, where the counsellor is encouraged to transfer his/her client to another counsellor if they aren't able to cope with the client, or the client just reminds him/her about traumas or they just can't continue.. And then I thought.. What if I am going to be a counsellor that's not suitable for all sorts of clients? What if I can't master any theories? What if I make matters worse by conducting that one counselling session? Oh these anxieties.. They make small matters look big, eh? But isn't it normal for a student to feel so, especially those in the social field? Well, first of all, I'm not a sociable girl, and only God's knows how I'm going to survive in the near future. But again, without my own effort, wouldn't I be answering that question without proof? Hm. Ah.. I forgot to mention. I had always have this anxiety attacks (and sometimes panic attacks) whenever something bothers me. Eh. Wait. I don't make sense there. Nevertheless... Just.. Hm. InsyaAllah, with Allah's will and with His guidance, I will become a clinical psychologist one day.. Or a plain psychologist would do. InsyaAllah.. I will fulfil 'ibu's promise.. I will... It may not be a psychiatrist, but a psychologist is close enough! Eheh! (And no, I'm not highly motivated in this, but I need to try, or else, I'm going to break a promise that is worth my love for 'ibu'..) 10:57 PM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
