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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
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you just have to try.
Friday, July 19, 2013


I read a book the other day and I came across this quote by Emily Kimbrough.
Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That is why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.
And to be honest, her words are true eh?
"Remember, we all stumble, every one of us."

This one right here is what strikes me right in the head!
We all stumble, she said.. Every one of us...
How could I be so naive thinking that only I had stumbled in the past and not other people?

True, I had been very down for the last couple of months, and because of that, I grew passive and withdrawn, ostracising myself from any sort of social events.
See the exaggeration in that part? Haha.

And Emily also said...
"That is why it's a comfort to go hand in hand."

It doesn't actually mean we hold each other's hand, but it is more like we're together in this road. What road? Well, I'm not sure what Emily had in her mind at the time, but in my mind, it's together in the road to Jannah.

A brother once told me that I am his family, whether I like it or not. And to be honest, he already made use of this quote more than he ever knew, and what Emily had said was very true : It is a comfort to go hand in hand.

We all stumble. I stumbled. A lot before. But that doesn't mean that we can't get back up, right?
Well, that's a note that you, yourself, should remember, Mar.

Ahhh.. And also, we are not alone. Maybe I used to be alone, and though solitude is something that I grew to get used to, but... I am not alone in this road. I have lots of someone. The people I can depend on, and the people that I love.

Why this sudden post?
Because believe me, I am still affected by that incident, and I needed an extra push to snap out of it. It took me lots of crying and lots of persuasion to get rid of that incident out of my mind.
Though I am still clinging to that incident right now, even now, but I need to change.
The book that I read also said :
"A German proverb says : To change and to change for the better are two different things."

And I really want to change and to change for the better. I want both, and to do both, I need my own strong will and motivation. Without that, how can I even get close to change?

I'm trying my best. No, I'm still not emotionally stable just yet, but I am trying to stabilise my own emotions.

Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir.
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Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


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