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Friday, June 21, 2013
Love. It had been pretty rough for me lately. And after a couple of weeks struggling to stay positive, I feel seriously loved and wanted just yesterday and today. After all these while I had been blinded and ignorant, but now I understand what 'he' told me. I don't live alone... Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah, and no one else. Thankful that I am still given a chance to continue living and insyaAllah, to continue serving for His purposes. And I am even more thankful that I have a 'family' right here in KUIM. A family where I can never be wrong. A family where I am corrected and not left astray. A family where love is spread widely and openly. A family that I wish to keep in my life forever. I'm really never alone... 3 semesters. A year in college, and I found something different. I found everything that is awesome. I found the friends that I can truly call a family. I had found the people who care enough to criticize me when I'm wrong but at the same time still hand-in-hand going through life with me. I had found the people that I can share my worries to, and I found the people where we go hand-in-hand, step-by-step together in the path of Islam. Why did I felt so alone? I have an awesome big brother, awesome brothers, and a lot of awesome sisters, and yet I can still say that I am alone. I am not. I love them. Wholeheartedly. I miss them. I miss them a lot. This family in KUIM, I really miss them. If one day I don't see them, my heart will wonder where are they.. Are they fine today? Are they happy? Are they smiling today? Are they worried today? Have they eaten yet? My heart always plead to see them, even with just a glance. And a smile on their faces can make my day a lot better. I love them a lot. And despite the problems faced in KUIM, I had never regretted KUIM. I had never ever regretted KUIM. I went to a college that is far from home. A college that is alien in my home town. And I am taking a diploma for a course that people have no confidence in. But.. I don't care about that. I have my family here in Melaka. Here in KUIM. And I promise myself, I will expand our borders. I will try and let other people feel the happiness and the love that I feel because of this little family of mine. I feel loved, and for the first time ever in my life, despite what happened in the past, I feel wanted and present. Guys, I love you guys to bits! InsyaAllah, I'll promise you guys that we will go hand-in-hand together walking into the gates of Jannah. Uhibbukum fillah, ya usrati! Uhibbukum fillah! 9:32 PM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
