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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
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you just have to try.
Thursday, May 16, 2013

It's 16 May 2013.

This year is the first year where I don't go and celebrate Teachers' Day with any of my teachers and any of my juniors, and also... Any of my friends. Somehow, I just miss school because of days like this..

Teachers. They teach. We all know that. But to me, they are more than that. They are my parents. My family. And I love them more than ever.
I had always respected my teachers, though name calling, and back biting is normal. Eheh. :P
But, somehow, only now I realize that they are the world to me. And ever since I left school, a dash of loneliness seeps into my life. It's like as if my entire life revolved around my friends and my teachers. It's like, all these while, my life only revolves in school. And to think back about it.. It's true. I did not have a life other than my school life. No wonder people keep telling me that I had no life.

Sigh.

Anyway...
Today is a special day, and I always love Teachers' Day. I remembered a time when I was young, I wanted to be a teacher because I was inspired by one. Then in high school, I remembered that I wanted to be a school counsellor because my old school counsellors had inspired me a lot. So, you see... My teachers really mean the world to me, because, unlike other people.. They're like my first socialization agent, and they are the influences in my life that changed me.

Ever since I left school, only then I began to realize what a pain I was back then. I totally drove my teachers up against the walls, and believe me, I really regretted everything! I must admit though, high school isn't something pleasant for me, but that doesn't decrease the love I have towards my teachers.

Teachers.
They not only teach me the syllabus in their subjects, but they taught me bigger things than that.
They taught me about life.
They were always there for me.
They never give up in helping me.
Though knowing of what I had done, they had supported me through everything.
They never chase me out of their lives, when others did.
They made me smile.
They made me laugh.
They hugged me.
They put their trust in me.
They made me a human.

But, there is something that made me appreciate them and love them so dearly..
They were my saviours. I won't get into details on this, but they managed to stop me from doing something reckless when other people did not care and did not know or noticed.
They are my heroes.

Dear teachers,
thank you for being another set of parents for me. Thank you for always being there, giving me advices when I was hit by depression. Thank you for all the hugs and appreciation you never fail to give me. Thank you for teaching me. Thank you for being a friend. Thank you for lending me an ear. Thank you for knowing and understanding me. Thank you. No other words can I say, but thank you.

Most importantly, thank you for the helping hand. (No details required on this matter)

Especially to 'Ibu' and 'Ayah'. You guys are the best. I miss you guys so bad. :')

'Ibu' and 'Ayah'..
Thank you for being an inspiration to me, for listening to my worries, tending to my anxiety, assuring me that everything will be fine, making sure that I grew up properly.. Thank you for accepting me.

Okay. I'm gonna curl up into the corner of this room and cry because I miss them too much. Especially when things are beginning to roughen up again. :'(



Dear teachers, I love you guys and I miss you guys a lot.
I'm sorry for being a pain at school. I'm sorry for always creating chaos. I'm sorry for everything.

I miss you guys a lot.

11:48 PM

Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


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Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :)
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