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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
Pasts

you just have to try.
Wednesday, February 27, 2013

When we talk about commitments, we're talking about responsibilities. And yes, responsibilities is actually a really big word. The word responsibility can be defined as the state of having a duty to deal with something or it can also be defined as the state of being accountable or to blame for something. In this matter, we're going with the first definition.
Whereas commitment can be defined as the act of committing or the state of being committed. Another definition for it is, dedication and or application.
Now.. What's with me and commitments?

To me, being assigned as the treasurer for Unit Ceramah is something new for me, for I had never experienced being one. And another new thing for me is when my class assigned me as the assistant class monitor, which is, again, something new for me. And (if things go as planned) as of yesterday's informal and unplanned meeting with all class monitors and their assistant (and not to forget the head of our semester), I was again assigned as the deputy for our soon-to-be program -- that is, if it is accepted.

With lots of commitments, comes with lots of responsibilities. And yes, there are just times where I just feel so down and I feel like I will not cope with all these committees, but alhamdulillah, Allah has given me the strength to still keep going and not giving up, even when hope is just null.

It's just that, there are still times where my mind begins to think : Is my effort really worth it?
Astaghfirullahalazim.. I shouldn't be questioning my effort, for only Allah knows how my effort really is worth it, and it is not something that I can judge.

Now is just the matter that I need to keep my motivation stay strong, and not give up.
I just need that boost of motivation. That boost of motivation. Hmph.

Fafirru ilallah, Mar! Fafirru ilallah!
7:04 PM

Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


Greater people

Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :)
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