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Thursday, January 3, 2013
Sorrow. It actually hurts me when I know that we're going to talk about a very sensitive issue (for me) in English class today. All the things that I had wished to not talk about nor to even think about came into topic today. And despite a complete essay was completed on such topic, no one even knew just how much it hurts me to write that essay. The times spent to write that essay was hard enough, what more to say to think about such topic for an essay.. I don't blame the lecturer, but I blame myself. Why? I blame myself for there is no one else to blame. Not entirely true, but I would like to force myself to believe in such statement. And yes, this is again a very depressing post, and I dislike myself every single time I make these kind of posts. It is just something that I always tend to do. I type. I write. I let go of my emotions easier like this. (And usually, this will never last long..) To think back.. To recall back.. Trying to repress my tears this morning was hard enough, and I felt very ashamed and embarrassed of myself. To be honest, English class had always been my favourite class ever since primary school. It is one of the subjects that I am good at, though I might say, I use English in a ridiculous kind of way, which by means, I make sentences that usually only I can understand, which is a total ZILCH in other's POV. -.-" And actually, this post is just plain ridiculous now that I am done crying. Okay. I'll go hide my face now. Bye. PS : A quick reminder for myself :> La tahzan, innallaha ma'ana... Innallaha ma'ana... Innallaha ma'ana... Hasbunallah wa ni'mal wakil... 2:21 PM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
