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Wednesday, January 2, 2013
2013 Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, the alMighty and the Most Gracious, the ar-Rahman and the ar-Rahim... We are given a chance to enjoy a brand new year in the miladi calendar, (as-shuhur al-miladiyyah) and insyaAllah, there is always a reason behind every single thing. Common stuff about a new year would be resolutions, and if you were to somehow had been following my blog ever since January 2012, then you had probably read about my resolutions last year. As for 2013, I have lots and lots of resolutions, but... I better not type about it in this blog, but insyaAllah, my resolutions for this year would be more in the Islamic path rather than in Duniawi. InsyaAllah... Now.. It is 2013. Try reflect back to the past. Reflect back all the things that we had done... Honestly speaking, I am proud of who I am now. My past may be dark (in my POV) but now I see a brighter future ahead. InsyaAllah, I still aim to be a clinical psychologist. When talking about the past, I could actually cry and become emotional, but then again, why should I waste my tears because of the past.. It's the past.. It will always remain in the past. I can't change it. No matter how much I plead to change it, I just can't. Jahiliyyah (Ignorance). I led a life of jahiliyyah before. For how many years, I left Islam. I was Islam only by name, and not by my lifestyle. I lost all hope before, but now, alhamdulillah, Allah has opened my eyes and made me realize the wonder the world and my life is to me. Alhamdulillah, Allah has made me realize the importance of living. Alhamdulillah, there is no one to be thankful to besides Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah, Allah still gave me chance to repent. Alhamdulillah, Allah has given me the lesson of a lifetime. When thinking back about the past, I still can't believe that I was that ignorance about my own life. Try imagine being so depressed before, and only saw darkness and sorrow in my life. But now? Now, I see light and happiness everywhere, and insyaAllah, in this manner, I could live my life better than before. Though to be honest, there are times I still feel that depression within me, and if I am still me of the past, I would linger and dissolve myself in that feeling and would contemplate about death itself. But now, whenever I feel depressed or down, my heart and soul would always shout "La tahzan! Innallaha ma'ana!" which means, "Don't be sad; indeed, Allah is there." Isn't it the sweetest thing said in the Quran? Whenever we felt like there is no hope and we feel lonely and unwanted, Allah is always there. No matter where you are, knowing of His presence would make you feel secure and motivated. Why mope? Why cry? Why become depressed when there is always Allah right there beside you? He never leaves you, and would always love you no matter what. The only problem now would be, do you (we) love Him? That's the thing about people nowadays. When they achieve happiness in life, they forget about their Creator. But! When hardship or sorrow comes upon them, only then they remember and plead for help. And you know what? Allah is al-Wadood, the All-Loving. Allah always give aid and never forgets about us. Now, tell me. Why do we still forget? :( Astaghfirullahalazim.. I am not making much point in my words, but... I feel sad, because I know that what I just had typed was about me myself. T_T I need to change that. 2:06 AM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
