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Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Life in KUIM Whenever people talk about their life in where they're currently studying at, I realize just how lucky I am to be in KUIM. We may not be of the highest prestige like any other universities eg UIA, but from here, I learnt lots of things and most importantly, I learnt to stay in touch with Islam (although I may have failed to detect some current news or issues now, but nevertheless I try to stay in touch). People look down at me, because 1) I am a diploma student 2) I am taking counselling as my course 3) People are comparing me with the past 4) I am currently in a college where the name doesn't ring the bell that much. That's just sad actually. People look down at me without having to understand the situation that this is, insyaAllah, the most rational choices I've made so far in my life. InsyaAllah, one day I will succeed just like any other student in any other universities. People are judgemental because they see me as not that qualified to enter an Islamic college, together in taking a diploma in COUNSELLING. But, have it ever occurred in their minds that, I, Mardyati, have the rights to choose what course I want to take, cause it has been my dream in taking counselling as a course.. (Though I would rather have psychology, but it is almost the same, in a way or other) I've been in KUIM ever since June, and alhamdulillah, everything is swell. In fact, I grew to love KUIM. Maybe at first I was down, because : 1) I did not know anyone 2) It was my first experience being in Peninsular alone, without any Sarawakian friends 3) I had never lived on my own without my mom telling me what to do 4) I miss my family But now that I've been here (just for a few months), I've really learnt a lot. From zero knowledge, to lots of knowledge (though I still doubt that I am gaining a lot). Since before life in KUIM I was reckless and ridiculous, now I am still in the process of developing maturity in my life, and taking my future more seriously than when I was in high school. I have everything to thank for now. What I've learnt in counselling and psychology classes made me realized that I am fortunate enough to be able to learn these things after longing to learn them ever since I was 14. My dreams are coming true, and I couldn't become even more grateful to Allah for giving me this chance to strive and prove to people I am able to change and become a better person, altogether erasing their perspective of me, and developing a new perspective of me in a more positive way. InsyaAllah, I will ensure that will be a reality. That will be my milestone. :) Life in KUIM. From friendless, to many friends, alhamdulillah. When at first I thought I would lonely and without friends here in KUIM, Allah has given me the best kind of people to be my friends here. My house-mates and classmates are what I have to be happy about. :) Without them, I wouldn't have found my identity and change to be better. Although at times I am annoyed and insulted, but nothing in life is pain-free. Friendship is, insyaAllah, something that I will hope to last for eternity. All my friends had taught me countless things about life, Islam, friendship, family, and so many other things. I gain more knowledge from just their existence. To be able to gain my trust of people again. To be able to smile like how I used to before. To be able to feel content. Despite having problems with anxiety a little, with just their presence, everything feels at ease. Lecturers are people that I look up to. I respect them so much. I find them to be amazing people, even though I don't know them that much. Their ability to make me open my eyes towards the world is enough to make me love them just like my mother (though I must say, I love my mom more). :) Seniors in KUIM are great people. When they held programs and events, I find them to be an example for me. InsyaAllah, I will try to be active in KUIM because : 1) I need to boost my confidence 2) I am trying to get rid of my social anxiety 3) I want to make life in KUIM memorable 4) I want to change myself 5) I love KUIM InsyaAllah.. I will try my very best. And I am thinking of furthering my studies here in KUIM for degree. InsyaAllah, a degree in Psychology. :) Jzkk for reading. PS : Finals are next week. Bittaufiq wannajah fil imtihan! InsyaAllah, I will try my best! My prayers are to everyone. PPS : Pray for our brothers and sisters in Islam. InsyaAllah, our prayers will be heard by Allah. 10:40 AM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
