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Monday, September 24, 2012
Tears. You can't hold and suppress tears at times. And I for once never would have thought about crying in public. Truth be told is, I cry easily. Trying to change about that... Two days ago (since it's 1.26 am now), who knows why I cried. Lies. I know why, but that's not the point. I am someone who doesn't cry easily in PUBLIC, and when I do, I think about it. Comforting hands, comforting words were said to me, but somehow I felt even more guilty and I began to cry more. What is wrong with me lately? What came to my mind that brought me to tears was.. I began to reminisce about the past. How I should be thankful about my life now, cause the past, insyaAllah, will never be repeated. Was I that rebellious and irrational? I am haunted by the past, but the past has taught me how to move on, and I have come to my senses now of the truth ie Islam itself. Tears. Tears. Tears. You can say a litre of tears, but you can't. Tears are normal. Crying is normal, but at times, you just don't want to cry and just move on. At times, I ignore everything, and especially emotions. I want to feel numb. No one can, actually. Emotions are never numb, pain becomes numb. What I'm trying to say is, I dislike crying, but crying at times helps. Especially if you understand how anxiety works. -.- Sigh. I dislike feeling down. PS : A year has passed since Nek Hah left us. Nek, kmkorg rindu ngn ninek. al-Fatihah. :') 1:46 AM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
