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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
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you just have to try.
Thursday, September 13, 2012

Alhamdulillah.. Mid terms are finally over (Hopefully). I've got back my Ulum al-Quran mid term marks back, and I got the highest in my tutorial class ie 18.5 over 20. Alhamdulillah. All those reading paid off. Now that is left to wait is for Counselling class and Psychology class. Quizzes are over too, alhamdulillah. All that is left to do now are a few more assignments and two more presentations, insyaAllah.

I did my Arab presentation (of course, it's not an individual presentation, or else I would've cried my eyes out in front of the whole class and that would be a complete and utter embarrassment to myself) and I think I did a pretty good job (despite having racing thoughts and increased rate of heartbeat and shaky hands and weird gestures along the way). I just hope my other presentation would be as okay as how I did during Arab class.

I sound pretty psychotic at times (and what I clearly mean is when I post stuff in this blog) and a little bit irrational, but hey, I wouldn't change myself for anyone, but only for Him. InsyaAllah, I'm trying my very best to improve myself, although falling along the way, I still have the strength to get back up on my feet and walk forward, alhamdulillah. I know I may have a problem with anxiety at times, but now I realize that in order for me to excel in the psychology field, I need to make plans on how to overcome it (or at least decrease it from taking control over my head).

Finals are around the corner, and I really mean it, literally. It's in October. :( But at least we get one month of holiday. I need a rest.

Let's just say that I need to type this out, well, actually, out of boredom. :/

Goodnight.
11:57 PM

Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


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