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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
Pasts

you just have to try.
Saturday, September 22, 2012

In Introduction to Psychology subject, we learnt about emotions. And if I were to describe my emotions right now, I can't help but to feel sad. Why? That will be your next question, and the answer is always the same, and as easy as ABC. I miss my family.

Doesn't everyone? You can't deny it. No matter how much you force yourself to not think or miss them, you just, well, automatically will miss them. They're family after all. They have the same flesh and blood as us. We are one.

I don't even know why today, or lately, I just miss them oh so very very much. So much even I am shocked about it. And I for once now, am in such a dilemma, in confusion of what everything that I've been through lately.

And I know, I am never alone, cause Allah is always with me, with us. Being in such situation as I am right now really made me think.. What am I doing? Am I doing the right thing? Have I done wrong? Yes, of course I did, whether I realize it or not..

Emotions. Emotions. Emotions. We always tend to blame emotions for everything, but it is we who we should blame, cause emotions won't exist unless we make them exist. We are the one who control our own emotions.

I am suppose to sleep, cause I need to go to Masjid al-Ilmi at 5.15 in the morning or so.. But somehow sleep is not here for me to control.. Maybe it was because of caffeine, or my mind is not at peace. I should be, but I can't even control it.

Oh well.. Goodnight then...
1:56 AM
Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


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