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Wednesday, August 15, 2012
May as it be.. I will never stop thanking Allah for giving me this chance to study in KUIM. I am so very very thankful. I may have cried on my first week because, well, it is a common thing for an eighteen year old girl to do. -.-" Right? Being in KUIM has changed me a lot. And alhamdulillah, by change, I mean, in a good way and in a good fashion of manners. :) I made a lot of new and wonderful friends, and with everything being new, I had learnt to move on and enjoy life to the fullest, alhamdulillah. My blog is filled with posts about how thankful I am. Well, I really am thankful. Just imagine, just what if tomorrow never comes, and I forgot to be thankful today, wouldn't that make me someone who's at loss? I don't want to waste any of my time to complain (although it may sound stupid, but at least I try to, cause basically, as a human being, we are made to have various kinds of emotions and feelings, but it is, we ourselves who controls them) and start living life according to what Allah has told us to. I may still have a little bit of anxiety going on in my head and my heart, but insyaAllah, with a little more effort to improve, I will surely be better in the future. As for now, I'm back in Kuching after two months in Melaka. :) I miss Kuching so much... Who wouldn't miss their hometown? :) But after Eid, I'll be sitting for my mid-term exams. :( It's a good thing I'm exempted from English Language Proficiency class and there's no Arabic exam. Thank goodness. And oh, I'm loving the Arabic language so much lately. :) It's a pity that we students of DPIK only has to learn it for two semesters. :( I wanted to master the language. T_T InsyaAllah, I can, even if I have to study with other students. *evil laugh* As for now, the only subject I'm worrying (and I mean a lot) about is Pengajian Malaysia (which is basically a compilation of what we all had learnt since Form 1 till Form 5 of HISTORY) and Ulum al-Quran & Ulum al-Hadith. T_T Introduction to Psychology has a subtopic on Biology ie the Nervous System (in which I find it annoying to learn), and Introduction to Guidance and Counselling had been "fun" as well.. InsyaAllah, I will not give up and I will not give in to what people will say about me. Let it be me who has to study in a private college, let it be me who has to study a course that no one else see that has a future. I don't care, cause I am certain that I will, one day, become a clinical psychologist. InsyaAllah. I have Allah by my side, my friends to support me, my mom to care for me, my siblings to tease me.. Wait.. -.-" All in all, I am never alone.. PS : Please pray for our brothers and sisters in Palestine. :( We are a family of Islam. I am sad to say that I am very sad to know about what our youths had been up to in our modern days now. Is Islam just a matter of a religion in your Identification Card? I am ashamed of myself, cause I am probably one of those youths who does nothing to contribute in our Islamic life. :'( Ya Allah, forgive me, for I have sinned. Forgive us, for we are blinded by our modernized life and forgive us, cause we had closed our eyes and heart to Your call. :'( 3:04 AM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
