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Friday, August 2, 2013
Ramadhan is coming to an end...  Ramadhan is coming to an end. It's quite sad actually that Ramadhan has to end. I love Ramadhan. A lot. Though I must say, my Ramadhan for this year is filled with some problems that's inevitable and predictable to happen. But hey, that's life, I guess.. Nothing is impossible. And when Ramadhan is drawing near to its end, Eid is just around the corners. If you're in college, all you could hear or listen to are the chatters of people talking about the colour of their Eid clothes, what usually happens during Eid in their hometown, the memories they have regarding Eid during their childhood, what they're going to eat, and most importantly, all around you are cheery and happy Eid songs being played loudly. Ah, yes. All around all you could see are the happiness, and excitement of people wanting to greet Eid after Ramadhan. What about me? Hm. That's a pretty tough question. Aha! Well, not so tough actually. What I have in mind regarding Eid is... Well.. Nothing. I see Eid as the beginning of a new month and nothing more than that. A month that is filled with happiness for the people I love and cherish the most. It may not be that of a blissful month for me, but hey, at least my friends, family, relatives and the people around me are happy, so I should be happy too. Their happiness is my happiness. Ha! That's just me blabbering about how the end of every Ramadhan spent by (almost) everyone in Malaysia, ladies and gents! The happiest moments in every year are the end of Ramadhan and the beginning of Eid. As for me this year, I am spending Eid differently. No details, but let's just say that it's completely different from my previous Eids. Hm. ----------------- Let's change topic. I had a chat with this brother of mine in college. We talked about the Islamic finance, Islamic economy, about him being the head prefect in his previous school, about his views on Malaysia's academic system, about my life in college, about what happened recently in my life, and I don't know. The list goes on, I guess. But it was mostly him that did the talking. Haha. What? I enjoy listening to people talk, even if I don't understand most of them. hahaha. But one topic I grew interested in : academic system. Ah.. I'm not here to talk and state out my opinion regarding any academic system there is. No. I'd rather not let my views to be known publicly. And I do agree with what he said yesterday : Malaysian students are sad. Why? Well, I forgot all the factors and points he told me, but I have the image of understanding why. Even I am sad being a student. Maybe because I don't really enjoy studying that much. Haha. Two semesters already, and I don't feel like I progressed in anything. >_< Shouldn't I be progressing a lot, especially because I'm taking counselling as a course? I need practical life -- fast! I guess I'm just not the type who studies with books that much. I'm more of a Mathematics geek. I enjoy being with a calculator. And I'm more likely to spend my time with learning languages rather than to read and understand counselling theories. AH! I should have taken that diploma in Psychology. At least psychology is different than counselling. I get to learn about mental illnesses. Muahahaha!! But what is done cannot be undone..  Ah, don't mind the cute perky adorable sheep above. It's so cute! Can I hug it? Haha! :D Anyway, back to topic... To me, reading a book and memorizing theories or principles of any topic is boring. I get frustrated a lot. I want something that makes my mind go wild with imagination and makes me have to think hard. For example, when doing Mathematical problems. That's why I used to teach English and Mathematics during high school. Good times. I miss teaching. I forgot my intentions in blogging now. -_- If I'm going to be honest, college life really sucks actually. >_< There's absolutely nothing to do, and believe me, life during high school was boring enough, and I really don't want college life to turn out the same. Sigh. I want to travel. I remembered my trip to Australia. As a tourist, I did have fun. Well, just because I love being in a community where English is spoken, I guess. Haha. And the food~ The scenic views. The sky there. Gosh. I miss Australia a lot. But as the youngest person in the Malaysian community there (I mean, amongst the students. What? I lived with my sister, what. haha), it felt awkward. :| Why awkward? Because at the time, naudzubillah, I wasn't the girl who takes religion seriously. I guess my trip there changed me. I mean, changed my views regarding religion. Hm. I miss Australia. Seriously. I should go there again this November. :) I'll think about it... I should have renewed my Passport last May. -_- Oh well. Gonna renew it next Monday. InsyaAllah. I have plans for that passport.. Insert evil laugh here. Aaahhh.. I want to travel and see the world. :C Okay. I'm just tired and bored. I need to get a life. My flight going back to Kuching is tomorrow night, and before that flight, I have to babysit Tini's lil sister. At least I won't be alone tomorrow, but Zanah's flight is an hour earlier than mine. >_<" Please don't let me be alone in KLIA. I get lost easily there. -_- Random shits. K bye. 8:37 PM
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Madza ya'ni My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran, where Allah has told us : 51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me." and also, 2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not."" Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran, So, why do we still to continue live otherwise? Greater people Clearly speaking, these people down here are just wonderful people. Give them a ring-a-ding-ding once in a while! :) Ira (1) Ira (2) Farahin APG (Inche Gabbana) |
