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MARDYATI
A Diploma in Counselling student in University College of Islam Melaka
Session I 2012/2013
Born and raised in Kuching, Sarawak.
My goals in life is to change the world and its perspective towards Islam,
and to become a clinical psychologist one day.
Biidznillah wa insyaAllah.
Pasts

you just have to try.
Thursday, February 23, 2012

I made mistakes in the past and maybe now. But I've learnt my lessons. My years of dealing with teenage depression has gone by, and now it's time to really move on for good.

And yes, being envious of my ex's current relationship is something stupid, but somehow it's inevitable. I can make it become not inevitable though, if I really try.

And oh, just a quick update. My phone will be coming next month and I have more stuff to crochet. :/

Maybe I really should open a shop if this goes on. :/
5:24 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2012

It's almost a month I'm in Australia, and what I keep hearing from my sister's friends is I look VERY much alike of that of my sister. :| Weird. Cause back in my home town, no one ever said that I look like my sister. -.-" I look like my brother as people would say though, but not very much alike. But the thing is, between all four siblings, I KNOW that I must be the one who doesn't resemble much of my other siblings. -.-"

It bothers me though. Hahaha. Zzzzzz...
Anyway, been thinking in buying a new phone while I'm here, cause my current phone is almost broken again. :C Let's just hope I have enough money to buy one. haha.

And look what I made last night. :)

It's only 3.5" and I will be making another 479 more of this baby. :3

And I also made this bracelet last night using the beads my sister has and some waxed thread we bought as Charlestown or whatever the place is called. :C But the bracelet is something I'm very proud of. :D

Okay. Bye. Gotta go now.
11:56 AM

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Como estas?

I don't think people even notice that this blog exists.. Who cares anyway? I don't, and that is all that matters most.
I'm still here in sweet Australia, enjoying my holiday.. And actually, it's great to get away from old life for a few months. Very calming, if that's what you want me to say.. It's a real treat, alhamdulillah. :)

The thing is, there are people that asked me questions about why I want to apply to take Psychology as my future course... Truth is, I just can't say or to even describe and explain why... There are people who doubt that I won't be able to manage or I'm not qualified and not meant to be a Psychologist, but hey, I can try, right? I just hope I would be a good one if I ever manage to be one, insyaAllah...

What I learnt from my high school life is that life will never give you all fun-and-joy but it will rain once in a while.. I also learnt that forgiving takes a lot of strength to do, and forgetting is something very painful. Moving on is the sweetest feeling of all, cause you're ready to face the reality and live life without feeling utter guilt and regret.. Well, not fully, but you'll feel at ease.

My friends are missing school, but I really don't.. And if you ever asked me if I could go back in time, I wouldn't want to go back to high school... Primary school, yes, that I would. But no high school.

But for now.. I'm going to bring my past to the future and become a better me. It's never too late to repent and go back on the right track. I just need to have that strength to stay on the right track and not go wandering off of the side...

I should thank all my friends (some ex-friends, but that's how life is, friends come and go...) and my teachers for the support they gave me, whether they mean it or not, and the lessons that they gave me. To be honest, I've felt more negative emotions than positive emotions back during in high school, but I've dealt with all of it and TRIED my very best to move on..I just hope I won't be just like I used to be in the past...

I've hurt too many people and hurt myself along the way for 5 years of high school, and now I should do them and myself a favour by not being stuck in the past and repeat everything that's painful or whatnot...

And yes, this is attention seeking stuff as people wanna say it, but hey, at least I know my heart whereas others know nothing. I leave everything to Allah to determine what will happen next in my future, and believe me, I will not quit.

PS : Before ending this post, lemme share you a picture of something I made during my stay in Australia.. And my aunt asked me to make around 500 Amigurumi for my cousin's wedding on the whoknowswhen date. >_<






hurhurhur. ;D
8:40 AM
Madza ya'ni

My life is based on the phrases stated in the Quran,
where Allah has told us :
51:56 "And [tell them that] I have not created the invisible beings and men to any end other than that they may [know and] worship Me."
and also,
2:30 "Note that occasion, when your Rabb said to the angels: I am going to place a vicegerent on earth. The angels said: "Will You place there one who will make mischief and shed blood while we sing Your praises and glorify Your name?" Allah said: "I know what you know not.""
Our purposes of life has been clearly stated in the Quran,
So, why do we still to continue live otherwise?


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